Therapy is Good - 168

Therapy was really good yesterday. I definitely needed it. I'm going to continue to go on a monthly basis. Also, I have the therapist's number and she says I can call at any time if I need to talk. That's helpful.

I was so nervous that I pretty much had a handful of Cheez It's to eat at work and a package of little cookies after therapy. I cried a lot and let out a lot. I really discovered that a lot of what I've been labeling as depression is normal birthmother sadness, guilt, etc. That's a real relief. That means, when I work out my feelings about the adoption, I will feel much better. I'm looking forward to next month.

I'm home from work today. Sadie has diarrhea again and threw up yesterday. Since my boss just happens to be on vacation, I'm taking her to the vet in about 30 mins. It did give me a little time to do an exam review for my class. Depending on when we get done, maybe I'll have time to write my final. I know... bad me. I haven't turned in my final to my Dean yet. Well, if she asks for it, I guess I could claim e-mail problems and play the "what? You didn't get it..." game. I'm good at that one.

As soon as I start grad school, I will have to quit teaching. There's no way I will have time to work, teach and go to grad school. I'd burn myself out for sure.

All right. Time to get dressed and get Sadie to the vet.

Weight: 168

2004-06-30 @ 8:35 a.m.
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