Many Secrets - 168

I came to a realization the other day that really improved my dealing with the whole adoption thing. YOU HAVE OTHER SECRETS! You, my dear readers, know most of them... but the general public does not. On top of that... the adoption really shouldn't be a secret. If anyone asks if I've ever had any children, I should just out and say it. If I don't... I'm ashamed of her. And I'm not ashamed of her at all.

So I got up off my depressed butt, cleaned my kitchen, picked up the house, took out the trash and took a nice bubble bath last night. I also drank over 100 oz of water yesterday. I've had 32 oz today. That 100 oz gave me enough energy to get up, exercise, get dressed, feed the pets and get going this morning. Traffic was flowing wonderfully. I made it to work in record time. Whew... I'm glad to be out of that last depressive bout. When it hits me... it really hits.

I have group therapy next week. This Saturday we are buying blinds for our house. I'm sure our neighbors will be thrilled that they won't have to see everything now. And I'll be happy that MAYBE I can have sex with the lights on or during the day without fear of voyeurs. LOL!

All right... time to work some more. Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm feeling a bit better. Thanks Raygirl for the comment. It's good to hear it from someone who is adopted that I did the right thing.

Weight: 168 (Blah...)

2004-07-23 @ 9:52 a.m.
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