Wanted to stay home - 170

As soon as I woke up this morning, I knew I didn't want to go to work. I just wanted to stay home, read, clean, work out, run errands, and take care of myself. I got depressed again this weekend and J and I got in a big fight about balance of labor around the house. Again, I've slipped back into doing nothing. Why can't I just be consistent? So yesterday, I did two loads of laundry and cleaned the master bath. My heart really wasn't into it. I ended up reading a lot. I finished, "We Always Lived in the Castle" by Shirley Jackson and now I'm 1/2 way through the first Harry Potter book. I did study a little bit, about an hour, but I think I'm going to have to redo the section.

This morning, I was motivated to clean though. I really just wanted to spend all day arranging my life. I keep on forgeting important things around the house. I remember everything at work, but when my actual life is the concern... things just slip my mind. It's annoying.

Anyway... I should work. I worked out on Saturday, for an hour. I MUST be building muscle because I haven't been being bad. Blah...

Weight: 170

2004-08-09 @ 9:48 a.m.
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