Editing Myself - 168

I am so exhausted. I went to therapy last night and didn't get home until after 9. Then, when I got to sleep (around 11...) I woke up a little less than 5 hours later to non-stop snoring. I went to sleep in the other room. But I'm EXHAUSTED. I'm hoping J will teach for me tonight. Otherwise, I feel like calling off class. (Although I can't do that under contract so I'd probably just tough through it.)

Therapy was good. It was just me and one other girl... so it was almost as good as one on one. My issue is mostly with the future. I really don't want to discuss it here anymore, though because the last time I started talking about my reasons for adoption I got screamed at on my guestbook. Bad thing about having so many readers.... I edit myself. So this diary isn't very therapeutic any more. Although I love my readers, I just don't want to dump my emotions out there for the one or two non-regular readers to insult me.

Yesterday I did well with exercise. I did 20 min on the eliptical, some crunches and some curls. Today I was too tired to do anything. In fact, if I don't teach, I believe that I will go straight home, maybe work in the yard for a couple of hours... and go to sleep really early.

Weight: 168

2004-09-01 @ 12:01 p.m.
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