Work WILL Pay Off - 168

Like the template? I realized that when I'm upset, I tend to make a lot of drunk phone calls. Mostly, I tell my best friend that I want to shag her rotten. LOL!

Weight is stable. Which is good, I suppose. I could be losing, but I'm really not trying. One day I will wake up and realize that WISHING to be thin won't MAKE me thin.

I'm working like hell to make sure that all my deadlines are met before scurrying off to CA for business/vacation. I love it that this is my second time back in CA since I left. I'm bringing J with me this time. If all goes well, Saturday night we'll be tooling around in a limo with four actors, a couple producers and a few co workers. Ahhhh... that's what I've been working so hard for.

I've gone home with a horrid headache the past few nights. I've just been stressed. On top of my usual deadlines, my boss has just been hammering away and asking for all sorts of esoteric things. If I'm going to stay on top and remain a favorite (apple polisher) I need to make sure that I get her what she's asking for. Unfortunately, that means sacrificing lunch and coming in early/working late.

Limo in Hollywood.

Limo in Hollywood.

It will pay off.

It will pay off.

Ok... so I confess. I work in the entertainment industry. But you can't squeeze the shows I work on out of me. Mostly because I'd be strung up by my toes and beaten just for fun if this diary caught on.

Emotionally... I'm so much better. It's so much easier to deal with life when I have goals. This Sunday, J and I are going to a baseball game. I hope to see at least one play before we go to L.A. I WILL NOT let my life be all about work.

Limo in Hollywood.

Weight: 168 (Almost transposed the numbers to 186... girl has a heart attack at her desk, film at 11)

2004-09-21 @ 2:24 p.m.
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