I am Fulfilled, But FAT - 170

The new shows are coming down the pipe for 2005 and I'm excited about what I might get. It's like getting a new toy to play with. I get to be a couch potato and watch all of the produced episodes of the series. I get to geek out and learn all about the characters. But, what's the coolest, is I get to build something... sometimes from scratch, into this really cool thing. This, my friends, is why I am a workaholic. I truly love what I do.

This, however, does not translate into loving my waist line. I started eating Subway again today because I just can't control myself at Sonic and I can't trust myself to eat a Lean Cuisine and be happy with it. I feel good though.

Breakfast:

- Nutri-grain Vanilla Yogurt Bar

Lunch:

- Subway 6" Teriyaki Chicken on Wheat, no cheese, no tomato, olives or bell peppers
- BBQ Baked Lays
- Diet Coke with a squirt of lemonade

I'm fat. I'm huffing and puffing after going up stairs. I'm a couch potato... and not just when I'm working. I'm sucked into Reality TV... The Apprentice, Survivor and Last Comic Standing. I can't miss an episode. I read... which doesn't help for my butt. I've tried watching shows on the eliptical. But I'm only good for a 30 min show and then its no longer about watching the show. It's mostly about keeping my ass on the eliptical, lest I injure myself by falling off!

You might note, at this point, that my writing style has improved. I believe that if I get excited about my life, I CAN get back to that cool, inspirational self that I once was. I CAN NOT live in the past any longer. I won't. So I'm not. So there.

I am fulfilled.

Weight: 170 (Fulfilled... but fat)

2004-09-23 @ 1:42 p.m.
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