Today's 1-2-3

1) Lazy morning
2) Boss never at work
3) I'm a cow.

I'm having a very lazy morning today. I'm in bed, not dressed for the day yet, and I have to leave in 15 minutes. Can you say flight of the bumblebees after I'm done making this entry? Anyway, I've started taking a little time for myself in the morning to check personal e-mail, write in the journal, and catch up on my pop culture. Let's face it, if I'm watching VH1s "I Love the Millenium" in 15 years, I want to at least be able to say I remember the stuff they are talking about.

I do have one tiny rant this morning, other than my weight. MY BOSS. Don't get me wrong, I'm not on her shit list like some other brand managers... but she is NEVER at work! This may change since come May we will be owned by a public company... but who knows? All I know is that she needs to sign off on EVERYTHING and she is never there to sign off on it. I almost wish they would promote me, make me marketing manager, and then I can sign off on what needs to be done. Already, de facto, I have the rest of the staff asking my opinion on things. But I REFUSE to put my name on anything because I haven't been given that official responsibility. Talk about being screwed! No, boss is not there... but D took it upon herself to play boss for a week. If everything went great, I'd be a savior. But if ONE thing went wrong... just one... I'd be in huge trouble.

Anyway, one more note and I'm on my way. I'm fat. I ate a ton of pasta last night and I feel so bloated and weighed down. I just can't control myself around food anymore. It's so disgusting. Its not even the SWEETS that bring me down anymore. It's your run of the mill, every day, food! Sometimes I think if I lost weight I would have an easier time healing over the adoption because I wouldn't look preggo every time I looked in the mirror! Well, I deal with the cards that I have. Alright, 10 mins to get ready. I have to go to the bathroom, get dressed and then run. Thing I can do it?

Ha... morning rejuvenation has just turned into another source of stress. Only I could do that.

2005-01-28 @ 7:44 a.m.
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