Out of Sorts - 209

Well I popped a schload of supplements today. I took them all. Result? Green pee, bloated tummy (I guess from the fiber supplement that is supposed to make me feel full) and a headache.

I really just want to go home and sleep. I could really buy into Homer's idea of business hammocks today. Maybe I'll just go into the break room and play video games instead.

Yeah, we have video games in the break room but other than that this particular department that I am in is like being on a bus that is heading full speed at a brick wall. A product in maturity, heading fast toward decline and a new product with no distribution makes me cringe every day I come to work. That and I'm driver of a bus that's a stick shift (and I can't drive stick) plus the manual is in Japanese. Ok, enough bus analogies. Suffice it to say, this glorious life and career I was dreaming about hasn't exactly panned out as planned.

Today, I had some leftover Mu Shu and Rice for lunch. The fiber pills that are supposed to make me feel full aren't doing a hill of beans of good. All I can think about is dunking my head into a vat of ice cream.

This period has been horrible. Last night I had this rushing feeling like my water had broke. At first I thought it was a nightmare. But I ran to the bathroom and there was blood streaming down my legs and a soaked tampon unequipped to handle what had just happened. I've been crampy, moody, hurting... and I'm supposedly putting myself on a diet.

Damn, do I like torturing myself or what?

P.S. I ended my day with a glass of wine, a chicken fried steak, creamed corn, cornbread and a salad with 1000 Island. See any patterns there with the comfort food?

2008-11-05 @ 12:40 p.m.
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