Doctors - 211

This week is a week full of doctors and getting myself taken care of, finally. Monday I went to the shrink. Yesterday, I got a prescription for Wellbutrin and Yazmin. At lunch, CVS treated me like crap and said that they couldn't fill the Wellbutrin and the Yaz would have to be a generic. Last night, Walgreens at least sent an authorization form to my doctor and filled the Yaz. Why does everything have to be such a struggle?

I feel horrible this morning. I have cramps. My legs hurt and I have no energy. I really didn't even want to go to work. When I stepped on the scale at the doctors it said I weigh 216. That's with all clothes on in the middle of the day. This morning my scale said 211. I'll go with what my scale says naked. 216 makes me want to shoot myself like the sick bovine that I am.

I started a web tv show called Thinwishes: Big Reality. Check it out if you can. It's just me baring my soul a little.

So, anyway, I'm trying to get more motivated to exercise. I've started riding my bike on weekends. I'd like to build up to where I can ride it to work. If I can do that, I can be one of those healthy people that say that they ride 15 miles a day. Wouldn't that be cool? I requested a bunch of stuff for Christmas that will make me healthier. But, in all truthfulness, I think I deserve an LOC (Lump of Coal). Maybe I can beat my head in with it for being such a dumbass. Anyway, here's the new fitness log. It doesn't log food, but it does give an accurate representation of what I did outdoors for exercise. MapMyRun.com

Weight: 211

2008-12-03 @ 10:10 a.m.
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