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2005-08-06 - Over to My Space2005-08-06 - Over to My Space
2005-06-06 - Pathetic and Successful
2005-05-02 - Long time no write
2005-03-26 - Celeb Elbow Rubbing - 171
2005-02-11 - The Apprentice
2005-02-08 - 8th on the 8th
2005-02-04 - Stop Procrastinating
2005-01-31 - Younger, Thinner and Still Bitching
2005-01-28 - Today's 1-2-3
2005-01-25 - The Chapter Format
2005-01-21 - Back - 174
2005-01-14 - Alive - 174
2004-12-31 - -
2004-12-16 - self hatred - 172
2004-11-27 - Thank God It's Over - 171
2004-11-26 - Thanksgiving Oinkfest - 170
2004-11-23 - Payless Store Closing! - 170
2004-11-22 - Good News Day - 171
2004-11-21 - Dying from DDR - 170
2004-11-20 - Progress Update - 171
2004-11-19 - No Wonder - 170
2004-11-18 - Back with a Vengeance - 171
2004-11-16 - Study Starts Tomorrow - 172
2004-11-01 - Weight Loss Study - 172
2004-10-24 - Kill Bill 2
2004-10-16 - Overcoming
2004-10-13 - Life Update - 172
2004-10-08 - My Legacy - 170+
2004-09-28 - Is this Better? - 169
2004-09-27 - I'm Getting Back on Track - 170
2004-09-24 - My Grandmother is Dying - 170
2004-09-23 - I am Fulfilled, But FAT - 170
2004-09-21 - Work WILL Pay Off - 168
2004-09-14 - Zero for Energy - 169
2004-09-04 - Therapy and the Future - 167
2004-09-03 - What To Do - 167
2004-09-02 - So Good! - 168
2004-09-01 - Editing Myself - 168
2004-08-30 - Nothing New
2004-08-16 - Where Did the Weekend Go? - 169
2004-08-13 - What a Week - 168
2004-08-09 - Wanted to stay home - 170
2004-08-05 - Muuuuah! - 169
2004-08-02 - 101 Factoids about Me
2004-08-02 - Weekend Ponderings - 169
2004-07-28 - 100% Flab - 168
2004-07-23 - Many Secrets - 168
2004-07-20 - My Body Hates Me and I Hate It - 169
2004-07-19 - Lonely - 168
2004-07-16 - The Call
2004-07-15 - Going Well - 165
2004-07-14 - Getting It Together - 165
2004-07-13 - Flylady Works! - 165
2004-07-12 - Kid Fever - 165
2004-07-10 - How to Find Motiviation - 166
2004-07-09 - FlyBaby - 169
2004-07-08 - I Exercised! - 166
2004-07-07 - Balance - 166
2004-07-06 - Fun Weekend - 167
2004-07-01 - Head Up My Ass - 166
2004-06-30 - Therapy is Good - 168
2004-06-28 - Getting Therapy Soon - 169
2004-06-25 - Voted Off the Island - 166
2004-06-21 - Really Good - 168
2004-06-20 - Different Than Most of My Genes
2004-06-19 - Getting The Hang of It - 167
2004-06-16 - Food = Weight Loss - 167
2004-06-15 - Recap... - 169
2004-06-13 - Upkeep - 170
2004-06-12 - Party Today - 167
2004-06-11 - So Far... So Good - 168
2004-06-11 - So Far... So Good - 168
2004-06-10 - Inner Motivation - 167
2004-06-09 - Low Cal and Healthy - 169
2004-06-08 - That's It... I'm Determined - 171
2004-06-05 - Pink Eye
2004-06-03 - UnHappy B-Day
2004-06-01 - Such is Life
2004-05-19 - Sadie is Better - 168
2004-05-12 - Sadie Update
2004-05-11 - Crazy Weekend
2004-05-06 - Have a great weekend...
2004-05-04 - My Eliptical - 167
2004-04-29 - Cheesy Crunchy Gordita - 166
2004-04-26 - 5 Mile March of Dimes Walk
2004-04-22 - Less Fast Food - 164
2004-04-20 - Things to Whoo Hoo About - 166
2004-04-15 - Super Procrastinator - 166
2004-04-13 - Update - 167
2004-04-10 - My Messed Up Mind
2004-04-09 - She Was White... Not That It Matters - 166
2004-04-08 - No More Rescues - 166
2004-04-05 - Bad Metabo and Bad Feelings - 166
2004-04-02 - Meeting at the College - 164
2004-04-02 - Lightweight - 163
2004-04-01 - Grrrrr.... - 163
2004-03-31 - Defense Mechanism - 164
2004-03-30 - The Ultimate Driving Machine - 165
2004-03-29 - I'm Breaking Up With Dr. Atkins - 165
2004-03-26 - I'm Loved - 161
2004-03-25 - Reward - 161
2004-03-24 - I Love Exercising - 162
2004-03-23 - Just Use 'Em - 163
2004-03-22 - F'ing Boss - 163
2004-03-18 - Cool Coworkers - 162
2004-03-16 - My Tunnel - 164
2004-03-15 - Running From Something - 165
2004-03-12 - Self Improvement - 163
2004-03-11 - Moral Dilemma - 163
2004-03-10 - Serious Progress - 163
2004-03-09 - Adkins Idiot - 164
2004-03-05 - Something Has To Help - 166
2004-03-03 - I Need A Locksmith - 163
2004-03-02 - Want To Take Bets - 165
2004-03-01 - Got A Lot Done - 165
2004-02-27 - Emotional Healing - 162
2004-02-26 - Random Work Ramblings - 163
2004-02-25 - On Deadline - 163
2004-02-23 - I Miss My Girls - 166
2004-02-21 - grades - 165
2004-02-20 - All Good Things Come To An End - 166
2004-02-19 - I Must Be Crazy - 168
2004-02-15 - NYC... Are You Ready? - 166
2004-02-14 - White Valentines
2004-02-13 - How It Is...
2004-02-12 - Still Paying My Dues? - 167
2004-02-11 - How Many Are Out There? - 166
2004-02-10 - Lost a Day - 166
2004-02-04 - "To Do" List
2004-02-06 - Can't Get Going
2004-02-05 - Goals (Stolen from Wilyred)
2004-02-04 - From Trailer to 3,800 sq ft - Story of an Overachiever
2004-02-03 - The Cliff Notes Version - 167
2004-01-30 - Exercise... Starting Monday
2004-01-28 - Procrastination
2004-01-26 - Inner Teen - 165
2004-01-25 - Mrs. Popular - 165
2004-01-22 - I'm Not Rich! - 166
2004-01-21 - Love My Job... Don't Live It - 166
2004-01-19 - Quiet Time - 166
2004-01-16 - You Can Never Leave - 169 (Ew...)
2004-01-14 - Life Planning
2004-01-12 - The Line Must Be Drawn - 166
2004-01-06 - Doing Terrible on Diet - ???
2004-01-01 - Resolutions - 165
2003-12-31 - Birds With Broken Wings - 163
2003-12-30 - Coming Together - 164
2003-12-27 - Restarting the Weight Loss Journey - 165
2003-12-26 - Interesting People - 165
2003-12-23 - Goals - 164
2003-12-22 - BMW Negotiation - 164
2003-12-19 - Never Stop Moving - ???
2000-01-25 - Making LIsts - 163
2003-12-16 - Brand Manager! - 162
2003-12-15 - To Do List - 163
2000-01-22 - Marketing Manager - 162
2003-12-04 - Working Too Hard - 161
2003-12-02 - CHICKEN! - 162
2003-11-27 - So Much To Do...
2003-11-23 - J Got A Job!!!!
2003-11-16 - Busy Girl - 161
2003-11-03 - Scout Life - 161
2003-10-30 - Too Busy To Eat - 161
2003-10-29 - Long Day - 162
2003-10-28 - Where The Wind Blows - 163
2003-10-28 - My Eliptical - 163
2003-10-26 - Days of Modeling - 165
2003-10-24 - Cow Suits - 164
2003-10-21 - Barbizon - 164
2003-10-18 - Interview Update and Car Rant - 164
2003-10-17 - Five Year Plan - 165
2003-10-12 - Silver Lining - 166
2003-10-07 - Butt In Gear - 163
2003-10-07 - Spooky 10 Year Pattern - 163
2003-10-05 - Not Enough Time - 164
2003-10-02 - Work My Ass Off - 167
2003-09-30 - Baby Recovery - 165
2003-09-30 - Things Will Get Better - 167
2003-09-28 - Auto Sales =-P - 167
2003-09-25 - Day One - 165
2003-09-24 - Two Jobs! - 165
2003-09-22 - Professional References - 167
2003-09-21 - General Worries - 167
2003-09-18 - Psst... I'm a GIRL - 165?
2003-09-18 - Auto Sales Training - 165
2003-09-16 - Entertaining Thoughts - 166
2003-09-15 - I Got A Job! - 166
2003-09-14 - Waffle House - 167
2003-09-11 - Share - 165
2003-09-10 - Worth It? - 166
2003-09-09 - Measuring Food - 165
2003-09-08 - Interviews - 166
2003-09-07 - Socializing - 166
2003-09-04 - Making Friends - 164
2003-09-03 - Useless? - 165
2003-09-02 - More Interviews - 165
2003-09-01 - Weight Coming Off - 166
2003-08-31 - Hard Year - 168
2003-08-30 - Recreational Plans - 169
2003-08-28 - Lots To Do - 172
2003-08-27 - Recovery - 173
2003-08-26 - The Adoption Decision
2003-08-24 - She Is Born - 7 lbs, 4 oz
2003-08-21 - I'm Positive - 187
2003-08-14 - That's Me - 184
2003-08-12 - Setting Some Goals - 184
2003-08-11 - Bottomless Pit - 184
2003-08-09 - Old Ways - 184
2003-08-07 - Where's the Light? - 182
2003-08-06 - Phone Call - 183
2003-08-03 - Progress Note - 181
2003-07-31 - Optimism - 180
2003-07-29 - Desperation - 179
2003-07-28 - Need Good Karma Now - 179
2003-07-27 - At Peace - 180
2003-07-25 - Busy Day - 177
2003-07-24 - Ice Cream Craving - 178
2003-07-23 - General Update - 179
2003-07-22 - Going Better - 179
2003-07-21 - Sucky Week So Far - 179
2003-07-20 - Matter of Patience - 180
2003-07-17 - I love my Doc! - ???
2003-07-16 - In Limbo - 180.5
2003-07-15 - Cleaning My Plate - Upper 170's
2003-07-11 - Job Update - ???
2003-07-09 - Success? - 175
2003-07-06 - All About Attitude - 174
2003-07-03 - Just Been Hectic - 175
2003-06-21 - Duck Creek - 172
2003-06-21 - Have your cake and fuck it too - 174
2003-06-19 - Crossmark Kiss Off - 172
2003-06-14 - My Diary, My Terminology - 171
2003-06-11 - Truthfulness- 169
2003-06-10 - Crossmark Brainstorming - 171
2003-06-09 - Masking the Pregnancy - 170
2003-06-07 - Ate Healthier - 169
2003-06-05 - Back From Cali - 170
2003-05-28 - Leaving for CA - 168
2003-05-25 - Meddling Family - 168
2003-05-24 - Dysfunction - 166
2003-05-23 - Understanding - 167
2003-05-20 - Fed Up and Useless - 164
2003-05-14 - Concerns and Fears - 163
2003-05-10 - Manna - 162
2003-05-09 - Mannatech Interview - 160
2003-05-08 - Cha Ching! - 160
2003-05-06 - Mishmash of Life Stuff - 161
2003-05-02 - GirlTime - 159
2003-05-01 - Second Loomis Interview - 159
2003-04-28 - Pre-Interview Chat - 162
2003-04-26 -